Anxiety

I've been walking to and fro. From my luggage, to my room then my study room and then back to the luggage. There seems to be a lot of things which I'm bringing. When Yujie msg me that she's bringing oni 1 luggage, I started to panic. I was asking myself if I brought too much. Just a while ago, I measured my luggage. 1 weighed 10kg, the other weighed 20kg. My hand carry weighed almost 7kg altogether. Alhamdulillah. Okiez. I'm quite afraid that my big luggage is too big. I hope not. I have 3 packs of maggie noodles. My lunch! Heh.. I've charged PSP (thanks mi mi for letting me bring), my camera and not completely my laptop. I realised I would still need to use this till tomorrow night. I have a feeling things are not perfect yet. And I have this angelic voice telling me that nothing is perfect. So, I hope everything will be fine. May Allah guide me through this.

I'm quite excited to go Boston. However, this plane trip is scaring me. The weight limit and forbidden items are causing me to panic. Haiz.. Can I just fly there with the help of Iron Man? My spiderman is busy with work ah. Hehz.. Mr spidey! I'm even rehearsing in my mind the steps to get through the security checks. What if they get me to take off my watch? So troublesome. Oh watch! I'm gonna make full use of it! *smilez*

In 24 hours, I'll be standing at the door, checking my luggage every few mins. Then I'm sure my aunts, uncles and cousins will try to entertain me while I get all nervous. I have to get hold of myself. But I dunno how. Okiez.. Maybe I have a plan. I'll go back to my luggage and check.